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Apr 27, 2012
ohdreamingawake asked: Omg I can't belive the fanfic is over!!! Are you going to write more fanfics? I hope so because I love your writing haha:) xx
Thank you so much! Can’t believe that it’s over as well :’) Yes, I will. I have already started writing my second one! .xx
Apr 24, 2012
Part Nineteen. (The last part of “The Story Of Us”)
*2 weeks later*
“Wow…” Liam mumbled when I came downstairs. I bit my bottom lip anxiously.
“Do I look this bad?” I asked and then looked down at the black dress I was wearing.
He reached out his hand to take mine. He held me for a while in his arms and then whispered softly in my ear: “No, you’re absolutely gorgeous!” I giggled and kissed him gently on the lips.
“Mum, we’re leaving!” I shouted as she was in the kitchen and we were standing by the door.
“Don’t come home too late!” She warned us when she got out. “And look after Louis! I know you’re younger… but to be honest, you’re more responsible than him.” She rolled her eyes and then shrugged. I started laughing and so did Liam.
“Be careful!” She said finally in a caring tone and then kissed my forehead. I smiled gently and then left the house with my boyfriend.
Today was the last day of our summer vacations and sadly we had school tomorrow. So all of us decided to take advantage of it and go out tonight. When we gathered to decide at which club we were going, it took us almost one hour. At the end, we end up at one Louis had suggested, a few miles out of London.
I hoped on his car and we started. “Where are we meeting the others?” I asked while checking my phone for any messages from the girls.
“They said they’ll be waiting outside the club but I’m sure we will arrive first.” He shrugged and I nodded.
Liam was right; when we arrived no-one was there, so we just sat on a bench that was on the other side of the road, waiting.
After a few minutes, Niall and Sabine arrived. I was so happy to see them together and I was even happier to know that I had helped them get there again. I smiled proudly to myself and Niall seemed to notice so he started giggling, I rolled my eyes and then turned to face Liam.
“How’s giving Alice a lift?” I asked confused as his sister wasn’t here yet.
“Oh! You remembered of her early!” He replied sarcastically, I started laughing and hit him playfully on the arm. “Zayn is.” He smiled after a while.
“Zayn?” I questioned. “Is there anything going on between them?” Well, I really hoped not as I didn’t want my new best friend to end up hurt. Even though I had talked to him and he admitted that he was over Alex now, I didn’t really believe him.
Liam noticed my concerned look and put his arms around me. “Don’t worry about her, I don’t think she’ll let him treat her bad.” Although I was worried, I couldn’t help but laugh.
After several minutes, everyone arrived and we headed to the club. I left Liam’s side and went to talk to Zayn.
“Can I talk to you in private?” I asked, trying not to show any emotions.
“Yes, sure.” He smiled and then turned to kiss Alice on the lips. “Go inside, I’ll be there in a minute.” He said smiling and she just nodded.
“What’s wrong?” He questioned worried when we were left alone.
“Look…” I hesitated looking down. “I don’t want you to hurt Alice. Not because she’s Liam’s sister but because she’s also my friend. Please don’t play with her?” My voice was not as steady as I wanted.
“You know what? I love her. That may sounds weird and a bit immature but I think she’s the one. And don’t worry, I won’t hurt her. That period of my life has ended.” He smiled and then waited for my reaction.
I knew Zayn very well and I could admit that he was telling the truth. I grinned as well and then we started laughing. “Ok.” I mumbled.
“Now, let’s go inside and have the best night of our lives!” He winked and I rolled my eyes still smiling though.
When I got in the club I could barely see as it was very dark and crowed. I looked around for Liam but he was nowhere to be found. I bit my lip anxiously.
Suddenly two warm arms wrapped around my waist. “I missed you.” He whispered in my ear and I started giggling.
I turn around so I could face him. I put my arms around his neck. ” I missed you too Liam.” I said softly and kissed him passionately in the lips, sure now that this was really going to be one of the best nights of my life.
Apr 9, 2012
Part Eighteen.
On my way back to my house I bump into Joanne.
“Hello!” I greeted her smiling.
“Hi, how are you?” She asked happily.
“Great! I guess you’re too, huh?” I winked and she nodded, then we started laughing. “Where are you going?” I questioned after a few seconds.
“At Harry’s.” She said and then waited for my reaction, unsure if she should talk about her relationship with my ex-boyfriend in from of me. Instead of getting angry or upset, I smiled gently.
“Oh! I’m doing a “party” tonight, would you like to come?” I said excited but she looked confused. “Well, it’s more like a movie night. I’m just trying to get Louis and Alex together.” I explained and then she seemed to understand what I was talking about.
“I know I was with her yesterday and tried to comfort her.” She mumbled, sighed and then continued: “How is your brother?”
I shrugged. ”He still loves her. That’s what I’m talking about.”
“Okay! I’m in! Gonna tell Harry too!” She giggled enthusiastically.
“See you at 8 then!” She smiled and then we both headed to our destinations.
When I arrived home, Louis had fallen asleep; I didn’t bother waking him up so I just went to the living room and thought about tonight. I texted Liam, Alice, Sabine and Niall and let them now about my plan. I hoped they wouldn’t mess up by not knowing what to do. They were pretty happy to help me as we all actually knew that they needed to get back.
Then I remembered about Zayn. Well, I couldn’t leave him out of this but I couldn’t invite him and act like nothing was wrong either. I decided to visit him and try to understand and explain, so after a few minutes I was out of his door. I knocked and waited anxiously for him to answer.
“Hey!” I said in a circumspect way when he showed up. He looked so tired and hurt, well; Louis had kicked him hard and several times. He bit his bottom lip annoyed and then protested “If you came here to shout at me and complain about yesterday, leave already.”
“What do you mean?” I asked not sure what he was talking about. He knew that I would never judge him.
“Harry was here. And what can I say, he has harsh.” He shrugged and then sighed one more time.
I nodded. “He’s Louis’ best friend. You should have expected it.” He thought about it and agreed.
“Come in.” He murmured and directed me in. When I sat all comfortable he asked: “Why are you here, Dina?” I looked down thinking of the best I reply I could possibly give him.
“To see if you’re okay. I know you’re broken about it.” I lied even though I really did care about him. This just wasn’t the purpose of my visit.
“I’m alright. I’ve been better of course.” He joked but I didn’t even attempt to laugh. “What happened after I left yesterday?”
“Everyone left as well. You didn’t expect us to continue partying, did you? We were all speechless, we knew nothing about it!” I tried to remain calm but I noticed my voice rising.
“I’m sorry. At least I should have talked to you. I trust you Dina more than anyone else out of the guys. You always supported me at my bad times, every time I got a new girlfriend and everyone thought that I’m just “playing” you seemed to understand. Now I feel like I have betrayed you or something, you know?” He said in a serious tone.
“Okay. You’re forgiven.” I replied, my voice soft. “But seriously for 3 months? How hadn’t we realised?” I pointed out confused.
“Well… We weren’t much of a couple. Actually it was like Alex was doing me a favor. And now that I’m admitting it, I kind of feel bad for myself back then. True say!” He laughed.
“Wow.” was all that I could think of responding.
“She loves him, not me. I made such a fool of myself by trying to… Change it? I guess… I’ve really regret it. I’d apologize to your brother but I don’t think he’s ready to see me and act calmly yet.” He shrugged disappointed.
“I’m so sorry Zayn for what he did to you. I promise you that I will try to speak to him-“
“No, it’s ok. I will when he’s ready, you know?” He explained and I nodded in agreement that it was better this way. There was a silence for several minutes after that.
I knew that he wanted to ask if I saw Alex today so I just said: “She’s been better. As you said, she loves Louis.” He gave me this look again, like he was feeling sorry for himself.
“I should better get going.” I got up and he walked me to the door. “Thank you for coming.” He said when we were out, at his doorstep. Then he smiled gently and hugged me.
When I got back, my brother had woken up; I smiled when I saw him in the kitchen making a sandwich.
“Louis! Can you make one for me too? I’m starving…” He looked at me and I did the puppy eyes.
“Of course!” He responded happily.
“Really?” I asked socked with a big smile on my face.
“No.” He replied coldly and I just laughed. Typical Louis.
“Okay, forget it. I will make my OWN sandwich.” I giggled and then went to the fridge to take all the supplies I needed.
“So… Where were you?” He asked suspiciously while trying to chop some vegetables, next to me.
“Err… I went for a walk.” I replied fast; hopefully he wouldn’t ask if I met Zayn or Alex. He thought about it and then remained silent knowing that I had a plan.
“What are you doing tonight, by the way?” I asked and then sat on the table to eat.
He copied my moves and sat on the opposite side. “I will go see Zayn.” He replied like it was something normal and caused me to chock on my food.
I got up to get some water. “Are you serious?” I questioned socked.
“Yes. Well, Zayn’s been my friend for years now… I think that we will sort it out.” He said, munching.
I shook my head and then managed to finish my lunch. “The lads will be here tonight. We’re planning to see a movie.” I explained after a few minutes while putting my plate on the sink.
“Look, if you’re doing all this because you want me and Alex back together, just stop.” I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me.
“I love Alex and she loves me back, I know that. We’ve been together for over a year now and I’m not going to throw everything we had in the trash. I’m going to visit and talk to her after finishing with Zayn. I was very angry yesterday, I’m sure they will both understand that I didn’t mean to hurt them.”
I was looking at him with my mouth open, unable to speak.
“Now tell me, you were planning to get us back together, weren’t you?” I laughed in response.
“You’re so predictable…” He rolled his eyes and I punched him in the stomach playfully.
Apr 9, 2012
breakingtableswithzaynatnandos asked: when will part 18 be up? :)
Tonight :D .xx
Mar 25, 2012
Part Seventeen.
“Louis? Louis?” I shouted as soon as I entered the house after my walk to the park and chat with Harry.
Several seconds past but I still hadn’t got a reply. I sighed sadly and then headed upstairs, to his bedroom.
He was lying on his bed covered from head to toe with a duvet. “Go away. I don’t wanna talk to anyone.” He said quietly and then cringed even more.
To be honest, it was really hurting me seeing him like this, so heartbroken and sad.
I sat next to him. “Come on boo bear. You can’t stay here forever. Just forget about her!” I encouraged him smiling.
“I can’t forget her.” He sniffed. “How could she cheat on me?”
Before I could give him a reply the doorbell rang. “I’ll be right back.” I mumbled and then rushed to open the door.
To my surprise, it was Niall.
“Hey!” I greeted him smiling.
“Hello.” He said awkwardly and I realised that his visit has probably to do with Sabine.
“Can I come in?” He questioned as I had frozen there, saying nothing at all.
“Yeah, sure, come in.” I smiled once again and then directed him to the living room.
“I’m going straight to the point.” He said as soon as he sat comfortably.
“I – I don’t know what to do with Sabine.” He admitted and then stared at me probably waiting for me to give him some advice.
“Well, I’m not a psychologist, but how do feel about her? I mean, do you still love her or not?”
“I thought I didn’t that’s why I wanted to break up with her. But then, after the accident, all this time we weren’t together, it made me realise how much I really need her.” He said looking down, playing with his thumbs.
“Where’s the problem then?” I asked unsure what the point of his visit was.
“I don’t know if she’ll forgive me.” He replied upset. I had never seen him like this before. Maybe he had really regretted it.
“If you don’t ask her, you won’t know!” I smiled encouragingly at him. “Just go and talk to her! Even though we all know in how much pain you put her through, she’ll be an idiot if she doesn’t forgive you. A love like yours deserves a second chance!”
“Thank you so Dina!” He got up and kissed me on the cheek. “I’ll go speak to her now!” He said while grabbing his jacket from the couch.
“Don’t forget to ring me!” I shouted as he closed the door behind him. I giggled happily, I was so proud I had helped him! Now I just had to wait for his call.
Could I also help Alex and Louis to get back together? I knew that they really loved each other, they didn’t deserve this, and maybe Alex had just made a mistake!
Running upstairs to Louis’ room, I grabbed my phone off his bed and then stormed out of house without explaining anything to him.
Sabine’s P.O.V [Point Of View]
“I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale, I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell. This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town, I was a dreamer before you went and let me down, now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around…”
I was lying on my bed, listening to music and trying not to cry but it was harder than I expected. As I shed the first tear the doorbell rang. I didn’t move though, I knew my sister would probably answer the door.
The bell rang one more time after a couple of minutes. “Sandra!” I shouted but she didn’t reply. Where the hell was she? I rolled my eyes and then headed downstairs.
As soon as I saw Niall standing in front of me I shut the door in his face.
“Come on Sabine! Open the door please!” He said loud enough for me to hear.
“No! Go away!” I shouted and then sat behind the door burying my head in my hands.
“Give me a chance to apologize! Please…” He begged and I sighed.
I got up and opened the door. “What do you want Niall?” I asked annoyed.
“I want to – to talk to you.” He muttered confused.
I sighed one more time and then directed him in. We sat in the living room and a long pause followed.
“Say something.” I said but my voice didn’t sound as strong as I expected it will, instead I sounded sad and broken. I was actually, but I didn’t want Niall to realize.
“I’m sorry baby. I didn’t mean to hurt you! I didn’t know you were there and listening to us!”
“I’m not your baby. Okay? And you did hurt me. And the fact that I was there made me realize that you’re such a jerk. It took me long though, didn’t it? Now get out please.” I replied, trying really hard for my voice not to crack. I walked to the front door and open it. “Please go…”
He followed me and tried to put his arms around me, I push him away. “Don’t make it harder than it is Niall, we’re over.” I said trying to hold back my tears.
“Please, Sabine, I beg you… Give me another chance! I know that your accident was my fault but I will never forgive myself about it. NEVER. I also know that I broke your heart but please… I’m so sorry. I didn’t know what you meant to me and what you brought to my life until I lost you. I need you, please.” He looked so pathetic standing in front of me and begging. But he had convinced me. He has showed me that maybe he still loved me. I smiled looking at him.
“Okay Horan! But don’t mess with my feelings again.” I warned him, giggling.
“Thank you! Thank you so much! I promise!” He picked me up and spun me around. I started laughing, happy. As soon as he put me down, he kissed me on the lips.
Dina’s P.O.V [Point Of View]
I knocked on Alex’s door nervously. I knew that maybe it wasn’t my business to make her get back with my brother, but… It was the only thing I could think of, to help them. Biting my nails, I waited for her to answer.
“Good morning Dina!” She attempted to smile but failed. Her eyes were red and puffy, probably due to crying all night yesterday. I also doubted if she had had any sleep.
“Hi.” I said awkwardly, not really knowing how to react.
“Come in hunnie!” She smiled and then yawned.
“Thanks.” I mumbled and then followed her to her room. Her room was tidy, as always, but the pictures of her and Louis, she used to have hanging on the walls, weren’t there anymore.
We sat on her bed and she started first: “I know that you’re probably mad at me because I didn’t tell you anything about Zayn. I hope you can understand. “To be honest I was really mad at her, as well as at Zayn, but I knew that for her it wasn’t more than a summer crush. It didn’t mean anything. I knew that she loved my brother and that was the only thing that mattered in the first place.
“It’s okay… Don’t worry, really. Basically, I came for you, to see if you’re alright.” I shrugged smiling. There was a long silence; she was just staring at the blank.
“I love him, Dina. I really do.” She finally said and then started crying. I went closer to her and hugged her.
“I know baby, I know you do. And I’m willing to help you and try to change his mind.” She looked up at me, confused.
“You are?” She sniffed and I nodded. “Thank you!” She whispered and then hugged me tight.
“Look, I have a plan. I can’t explain everything right now, but wait for my call tonight. Okay?” She nodded, unsure. Not always my plans turned out well. “Don’t worry! I won’t mess up!” I laughed and then left to organize tonight’s party.
Mar 25, 2012
aussie-stypahoralikson asked: hey when is chapter 17 for the story of us going to be up? thanks! :) x
It will be up tonight :D .xx
Mar 25, 2012
Anonymous asked: when are you going to update the next chapter?:( I'm dying to read it!
So glad you like my fanfiction! The last part will be up tonight :) .xx
Mar 25, 2012
adelinakelmendi asked: when are you updating your fanfic?
Part 17 will be up tonight :) .xx
Feb 28, 2012
PART SIXTEEN.
To my surprise, Liam was standing behind the door. Had he heard us? Had he seen anything? What about the kiss between me and Harry? I tried to read his expression but failed.
“Did you hear me?” I asked starring at my feet and then right into his beautiful brown eyes. There was a silence for what felt like ages.
“Dina! Dina, please!” Harry called my name and then stormed out of the kitchen as well. When Liam saw him, he gave me a weird look.
I didn’t know what to say or what to do. I just stood there looking at them. Liam seemed sad and heartbroken. Why couldn’t a relationship of mine last more than one day? Seriously, how did I manage to do that? I had already broken up with Harry just a few weeks ago and I didn’t want to happen the same with Liam and I. I didn’t want to lose him. I didn’t want this to be over.
And Harry? Well, he was waiting for an answer. His beautiful eyes were looking right into mine and as usual, I had to remind myself to breath. To be honest, I missed him. The last month was a hard one without him. We almost hadn’t talked at all, we were acting like completely strangers. And, this was killing me. Harry was a part of me. I loved him more than anyone could imagine because, he was always there for me, at the good and bad days. ALWAYS. When I needed a friend, brother or boyfriend. Yes. If I said no, if I didn’t give him a chance then, I would just lose him forever. But, I wasn’t planning on living without him. On the other side, if I said yes, Liam wouldn’t come back to me again and I’d lose my best friend Joanne as well.
“I’m sorry.” I mumbled looking at him. I then grabbed Liam’s hand and walked to the living room. I sat on the couch and buried my head in my heads. I really wanted to cry but I didn’t want to seem so weak. But… It was over. This was the end. I knew it.
Liam sat next to me and put his arms around me. “I don’t know what happened in the kitchen between you and him but I promise you that everything’s going to be okay. Don’t worry Dina.” He whispered lifting my head so he could look at me. He then kissed my forehead. I smiled, somehow he had made me feel better, made me believe that I may get my best, best friend back someday.
“Thank you!”
“Yeah, that’s right baby. Smile! I don’t wanna see you upset ever again, okay?” He said in a caring tone. I nodded and then hugged him, I was so grateful to have a boyfriend like Liam.
*Next Morning*
I slowly closed the door behind me and looked around searching for a place to go. It was a really cold morning but at least it wasn’t raining. I started walking to a random direction, just thinking, but soon enough I found myself outside the park. I shrugged and then went and sat on one of the benches there.
Every time I was sad, needed some time alone or a break from everyone and everything I came here and sat exactly on this bench. It was ours actually because 2 years ago when we all started hanging out, we gave a promise at this place. That, we will never forget about each other.
I was lying on the grass with my eyes shut, just enjoying the sun and the warmth that hit my skin. Today it was one of those really hot summer days and as usual I and my friends were at the park enjoying ourselves.
“Dina! Dina! Get up lazy!” Joanne shouted and then started pulling my hand.
“No! I don’t want to!” I protested and then smiled innocently.
“Let her babe! We warned her…” Sabine said to Joanne and then giggled. I smiled with satisfaction as she moved away from me but then everyone started laughing. Before I could open my eyes to see what was going on I felt some freezing water splashing on my body causing me to scream and making me completely wet.
“You should have listened to us hunnie.” Harry managed to speak, he was laughing like everybody else. When I saw the empty bottle in his hands I realised that he was the one that had thrown it on me.
“I ’ma get you curly and, I swear you’re so going to regret doing this to me! I give you 5 seconds to run.” I told him angrily while getting up. Oh, he was so going to be dead!
When I looked again at his direction he was nowhere to be found. I chuckled and then grabbed the bottle Alex was holding. I was going to need it.
There was only one place where Harry could hide and that was in the woods. It wasn’t a proper forest, just a spot with lot of trees in the park.
“Water fight!” Louis shouted when he realised what I was planning on doing. I started laughing but then focused on the fact that I had to find Harry. Looking around me very carefully, I spotted him, trying to hide behind a tree. Tip-toeing near him, I opened the bottle.
It lasted just a few seconds. I threw the water on him and then started running, laughing. I wasn’t a good runner though, I knew he was going to catch me really soon.
“You’re dead Tommo!” He laughed as well and then started chasing me.
It didn’t take him long, soon enough he was holding me tight in his arms, so tight I couldn’t move.
“Do you know what I’m going to do now?” He whispered in my ear but I simply shook my head.
Before he could speak again, someone threw water on both of us, ruining the moment. It was Louis, who had started running now.
“YOUR LIFE’S OVER MAN!” Harry said and then chased after him. I giggled and then followed him.
…
After almost half an hour we were all sitting on the grass, talking and laughing. We were waiting for our clothes to dry as we couldn’t return home like that.
“Dina! Come over here!” Harry called my name; he was sitting a few meters away on the bench, by himself.
I got up smiling and then went and sat next to him. “What is it Hazza?” I smiled.
“Today was amazing!” He pointed out smiling too, I nodded in agreement. “I don’t wanna forget this day… Let’s do something to remember it!” He said enthusiastically, I laughed at his reaction and asked: “Me neither. But what could we do?”
He got lost in his thoughts for a while and then said smirking: “Carve our names on this bench!”
I laughed. “Gimmie your keys, Styles!” I giggled and then carved “Dina + Harry” on the bench. When I finished, after a few minutes, we looked at each other and smiled with satisfaction.
“What are you doing here?” Niall asked suspiciously while approaching us. I pointed at my work of art proudly.
“Give me those keys! We have to write all our names! Not only yours!” He protested and after a while the bench was full of our names. “Dina + Harry”, “Niall + Sabine”, “Louis + Alex” “Olivia + Zayn”, “Tika”, “Joanne” and “Sandra”…
“Now, we will never forget about this day and each other.” I smiled big looking at Harry.
I smiled at my memory and then touched the carves with my finger-tips.
“Hello!” A familiar masculine voice greeted me and then sat next to me.
“I went to your house to find you because we need to talk, you know but your brother said you were out. Somehow I knew you were going to be here.” He continued while playing with the long sleeves of his purple “Jack Wills” hoodie. When I finally looked up at him he half-smiled.
I sighed and then said: “I’m sorry Harry. I - I don’t know what to do anymore. Why it has to be so complicated?”
“Don’t worry. I know what you mean. Maybe we were better as friends.” He shrugged, staring at the blank.
“Yeah… I want us to be like we were before. When we didn’t care if we were friends or lovers, when there was no Liam or Joanne, when it was just… us, when we just didn’t care but just did what felt right at that moment. I want you back in my life curly.”
“Can we try one more time Dina? Let’s make… a new start.” He suggested hopefully.
I opened my arms and mouthed “Come here” smiling. He hugged me tight happily. There was a long pause; we were both enjoying the moment.
“But… I’m with Liam. Are you ok with that?” I whispered still in his arms.
“It’s going to be fine!” He said, I could hear that he was a bit upset.
“Okay! Let’s promise that we will never let anything like this happen to us again!”
“I promise.” He said smiling and then kissed me on the cheek.
Feb 27, 2012
fellowtribute asked: when is the next part of the fanfic up? :) xxxxxx
Soon! I have already written half of it :’) .xx
Feb 27, 2012
Anonymous asked: So when is chapter 16 coming out?
Soon! I have written half of it already :D .xx
Feb 27, 2012
Anonymous asked: Where is the chapter 16??
Nowhere -_-
I haven’t written it yet :P
Feb 27, 2012
zayn-bradfordboi-malik asked: I just read your fanfic, and I have to say that is absolutely AWESOME! Seriously, I love it! <3 Xxx.
Thank you so much luvie! It means a lot :’)
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